Being abroad over holidays is always difficult. Along with the distance from friends and family, there is a longing for those small, familiar things which make Christmas special—the sight of a Christmas tree in the window of every home, those childhood claymation features that play incessantly, carolers, and the increase in cheerfulness between strangers. For several weeks I feared I would be spending Christmas alone. I had planned a trip to Antakya, Turkey to celebrate Christmas mass in the original Antioch church, now called Saint Peter’s Grotto. I invited several friends along, but their plans did not solidify until a day before the journey. Thankfully, when all was said and done, I celebrated Christmas with fifteen friends. I walked away from the weekend fully satisfied. For the first time in Turkey, it truly felt like Christmas.
I left for Antakya late Thursday night. Of course the journey would not be complete without some sort of bus mishaps. My ticket’s departure time read “23/12/2011 at 00:30”. However, when I boarded the bus with my friend Wendy, an English Language Fellow, we found our seats occupied by a father and daughter. We showed them our ticket, and they showed us theirs. They matched. We showed the bus attendant and he grabbed our tickets and ran inside while I called my Turkish friend Ceyhun to come back to the station after dropping us off no more than five minutes before.
Ceyhun and the bus attendant returned at about the same time. At this point he showed us the “fine print” of our ticket which said that we were traveling the night between Friday the 23rd and Saturday the 24th. “Why,” I asked Ceyhun to translate, “would they date a ticket the 23rd and use military time for 12:30 a.m. if they really meant for it to be the next day?” It made no sense. And they had no explanation. Sympathetic of the poor foreigners’ plight, they accommodated us. Wendy got a different seat right away. I was allowed to ride shotgun with the bus driver for two hours before moving to the back of the bus. There is nothing more horrifying than having a front row seat to a driver who is talking on his phone, smoking a cigarette, eating apricot seeds, and suspiciously staring at you all while barreling down a potholed Turkish highway at 100 km/h. Thankfully I was exhausted enough to shut my eyes and go to sleep.
We were dropped off in Antakya right by our place of stay, another English Language Fellow Margot’s apartment. We rested a bit, got some coffee in our system, and then ventured out into the pouring rain to explore the city. Our first stop was the Archeology Museum, which has one of the world’s largest collections of ancient Roman mosaics. Below is the mosaic entitled something like “Drunken Dionysus.”
After exploring the mosaics, we walked to the center of town to sit down and enjoy some tea and künefe, a traditional Turkish desert that meets its palatable peak in Hatay. We chatted some, and the girls decided to make homemade eggnog, so we stopped by the store on the way back to Margot’s apartment. That night I was served a delicious home cooked meal, Christmas cookies, and tasty eggnog.
The following morning we slept in and again stepped out into the rain for more exploring. Meeting up with yet another ELF, we made our way to St. Peter’s to explore the site without a large crowd. Although small, the church is quite spectacular and even more majestic when you consider its rich history. During the proceeding leisurely lunch, I received a call from a group of Fulbrighters in Gaziantep. All fifteen of them were on their way and excited about attending the Christmas Eve mass.
That night I ventured to the city center and began asking around for the local Catholic Church. I had heard there was a free bus from the church to St. Peter’s at around 8 o’clock. The directions given to me from several different Turks led me through some dimly lit alleys and isolated roads, but finally I stumbled upon a giant red banner that read “Katolik Kilisesi Noel Bayramı” with arrows pointing the way. Around several more turns, I arrived at a large gate. After giving it a hefty push and then a pull, I was disappointed to find it locked, but I was shortly buzzed in from someone inside.
As I stepped into the deserted courtyard I was taken aback by its beauty. White Christmas lights were strung across the numerous trees giving the intricate stonework of the surrounding buildings a warm glow. Fountains and reading benches checkered the central plaza, and the rain clouds glowed in the open air above. Wrapped up in silent appreciation, I hardly heard the “iyi akşamlar” (good evening) whispered from a doorway to my right. As I approached and began asking about the bus, I quickly realized this man was not originally from Turkey. (I would later discover that he was the Italian priest that headed up this parish.)
He confirmed to me that a bus would be leaving at eight. With an hour to kill and a growling stomach, I jumped across the street to an inviting restaurant. I knew I made the right choice when walking through the entryway I was greeted with a glowing Merry Christmas sign. As I entered, a host pulled me aside and explained that there was a Christmas party that night, and I could not be seated upstairs. However, since the rain had stopped, they would be willing to serve me in the open air courtyard. I was pleased to sit amongst Christmas lights watching the well dressed guests stroll in for the holiday festivities. The waiters were kind enough to bring out a space heater from the kitchen to keep me warm. I enjoyed my meal under the night sky reading and journaling by the light of the Merry Christmas sign.
The 8 o’clock bus brought me straight to St. Peter’s, and I found all fifteen of my friends sitting along the side wall. We exchanged greeting and sat down for the start of the service. Despite the foreign language and even more foreign Catholic liturgy, I came to realize during Turkish “Silent Night” that it actually felt like Christmas. The front-toothless children’s choir and the “I cannot believe Mom made me do this” look on Mary’s face as she held Cabbage Patch Jesus made it all the more authentic.
I decided that night that I had experienced all possible sights of Antakya given the gloomy weather conditions. I figured my Christmas would be better spent in the company of friends. So I took the extra seat in the van and traveled back to Gaziantep for the remaining day and a half of my break. We slept in the following morning and met up for a leisurely Christmas brunch. A group of fifteen friends around a table could not replace family, but it was a concerted effort. Afterwards we headed into town to see the copper bazaar and the castle that overlooks the city. Around mid-afternoon, we sat down in İmam Çadaş for Gaziantep’s famous lamacun and baklava. By night we were back in the Gazianteper’s apartment for one final hurrah before parting ways the following morning.
Returning to class Tuesday, I was met in the hallway by a swarm of students. Unable to understand the chorus of voices shouting at me, I was dragged into the classroom and sat in front of a computer where I was shown the following video:
http://tvarsivi.com/player.php?y=13&z=2011-12-25+15%3A25%3A11&res=2011-12-25+15%3A25%3A11
Apparently, we made a local news covering the various Christmas celebrations around Turkey. I now cannot get the students to stop calling me “hacı” which is the word they use for Muslims who complete their journey to Mecca. My male students were hugging me, overcome with pride that, unbeknownst to me, I had completed my Christian pilgrimage to one of the world’s oldest churches.
Also check out this piece in Today’s Zaman – http://www.todayszaman.com/news-266703-christians-in-turkey-festively-celebrate-christmas.html














